January 2011
66 posts
Yeah, i act different when im at school than when im at home. I guess im more boring at home. When im with my friends, they laugh and smile a lot. so i try to do the same thing. most of the times when im with my friends i will always seem happy. so i wont look out of place. just saying. dont say that im the most happiest person around or that i have the best life when you dont know anything about...
Pissed.
Ugh fine. i dont care ill just get a lower grade then.
Why am i eating so much junk food?
i ate a big bag of chips by my self today and im eating all this candy and i dont even exercise. what? maybe ill start to work out more and eat more healthy. today ill started eating more healthy (if i can) k.
Assumptions.
Its weird how people make assumptions. im not saying i dont either but, theres a point where you just have to stop. Stop assuming that i have the best life and the bestest friends ever. k? no i dont. just because im “happy” all the time doesnt mean everythings perfect. you should stop making your pointless assumptions and stop telling everyone like its the truth.
I hate boys who think they can get any boy.
;-)
Facebook Tagging.
i hate it when people tag you on those thingy’s where they define you and its nothing close to you. i just got tagged “a flirt” umm, NO? im not a flirt. and i also hate it when they tag themselves. they usually tag themselves as something like “the pretty one” or “the cutest person you know” what the heck. k.
Attention.
Whats wrong with wanting it? i mean like not wanting it is like saying you want to be ignored/unheard. i dont like it when people tell me they hate attention. it just makes me wanna walk away from them. i like attention. i mean, i want to be heard. i dont want it 24/7, i dont crave attention. but when i do get attention it makes me feel important. and i like that feeling.
Why am i so tired.
was sooo tired this whole day. had enough sleep though. fawwwk.
fuck yes.
Finally finished hw.
tumblr time.
GAWSH.
SO bored and is on facebook telling random people i love them. LOL people are saying they love me too. I FEEL LIKE A HOE.
I really hate it when people have signatures on...
It annoys me so much that i always have to see that same line on every text they send me. Like really? and most of the time its so stupid on what they put. like “QUrL 1 lUv Y0u<333” or some other lame crap.
I hate looking at the mirror and realizing i don't...
I hate looking at the mirror and realizing i don’t like what i see. I hate looking back at the things i did and wondering why i was like that. I hate that i judge people so much. I hate that im not perfect.
Today felt so empty. i never thought that i would miss my friend. i thought that all she did was cause drama. one day without her there for me, its just empty. i have her for most of my classes. and she will always be there when im alone. now im just alone.
Looking through all my papers i used to write in, i never realized how happy i was and how lucky i used to be to have TRUE friends. my life now is just bs. i dont know, i think i have too much emotions right now. well, there goes a twist in my story. i have way to many things to confess, but it’ll take me forever. i dont like this feeling. i dont know how im supposed to feel.
Most of my world is inside my head. The real world, is just an illusion to me. but the world in my head is my world. anything i want could happen. what people call “day dreaming” is like taking a break from the real world into my world.
Took a walk with family, playing music and dancing.
Woahh got some exercise. (:
My life is boring right now.
I just need something to get excited about, to look up to.
just something.
Why do so many girls think its “cute” when their rude. its so stupid. whenever i see my friends acting like a bitch to other guys and girls. and they think it so cute. i just wanna slap those bitches. just sayin’
"Beauty attracts. Personality keeps."
Bronsen Foley.
it wouldnt even matter if i post this because shes not gonna see but i dont care. She’s one of my best friends. even though she doesnt really consider me as her best friend, i dont care. She’s one of the few people that actually know me. shes way to nice and she’s always there. She says “im one of her few friends she actually hears” most of my friends never hear what...
So much to say but dont know how to say it.
i have so much things up in my head. But i never say it. Why? i dont know how. Especially when im with my friends. im usually quiet. im nothing alike from my friends. we’re like completely opposite people. I have way to many things in my head. too much to say. but dont know how to put it in words. when that happens, i become moody/depressed/excited/emotional/etc. i just wish my emotions can...
lesson well learned.
markmejia:
:X
pdaay-inspired asked: HIII :D lool , just wanted to say hi :P haha ,
deng.
I ATE A LOT. my stomach freakin’ hurtssss. constipation
I want the weekend to come already.
off to school.
Trip to the principles office.
ohh fun.
camping.
No hair straighteners, No hair product, no phones. fuck no.
You’re actually moving. i would have never thought. hmm maybe life without you is gonna be better. Drama-free right? (: weird enough that you would always say that youre moving and that whole day you would expect to have allot of attention&you would be soo happpy that “your finally moving”. The next day you would say your not. then the next day you would say that you are....
Non-black people try to act black
Dis bitch.
Why do you act so innocent? why do you act like your the nicest person around? Cause you’re not. You really are not. Maybe youre nice to everyone els except me, but to me youre mean. So dont act like you dont know the answer when you ask me why i dont like you.
FUCKYES.
FINISHED HW THATS DUE TUESDAY :D
Let's play a game of Tic Tac Toe.
albertposis:
chrisspi:
mariahhdee:
janba-juice:
ALL I DO IS WIN WIN WIN NO MATTER WHAT!!
It’s impossible to beat me
Hahah! TOO good.
i've always wanted to know how it feels to get...
Too bad that’ll never happen.
GOODNIGHT.
had a good day.
I fucking hate it when my parents tell me what i...
it fucking pisses me off. dem bitches.
What does "different" mean?
You say everyone is acting different, what do you mean by different? Cause it seems as though the definition of different to you mean people aren’t acting the way you want them to.
Sick.
and the only thing i ate today was a big ass 3$$ bag of hot Cheetos. like a boss.
Heres my REAL new years resolution.
Dont be mean/rude/loud. (:
well then...
tomorrows gonna be like crap! Hopefully its not though (: at least its not gonna rain! and that im still alive healthy and full of energy. NO im not healthy. i fucking coughed out blood today. -.- but ya know.. that doesnt matter. im still gonna live! finished all the crap that had to be finished. gonna take no shit tomorrow. at all. someone talks shit. i walk away simple as that. goodnight. gonna...